Last night in honor of my birthday we performed an SP ceremony and then I went home to do some lucid dreaming. I was in bed by 9 PM following a guided meditation specifically for healing through lucid dreaming. Around 2:38 AM I woke up in the middle of a dream where I was having a conversation with Garland. It was the kind of dream that feels more like Deja Vu than a dream. There was a real quality to what I’d experienced. I laid there thinking about him, about our interrupted conversation. I felt him, the way I feel people I love. His energy.
A few minutes later, I picked up my phone, and there was a missed text from him sent at 2:46 am. I laughed to myself. It was a beautiful text, the kind that felt heartfelt and genuine. The real Garland. Not the Garland who is always trying to hide his feelings.
I wrote back and said, “Huh…energy is a powerful thing. You were just on my mind…and I picked up my phone and saw this message. Thank you”.
He replied, “Indeed 🙂 powers greater than us at work”.
I believe that. I know things far too often. Things I shouldn’t know. Messages from beyond. Energy vibrations.
This morning I probably ruined things by answering a question he asked about a comment I had made in a combative and superior way. I do that. It’s a defense mechanism. He politely informed me that in this particular instance I was wrong…but he was grateful for my insight.
Garland, I love you. I wish you were capable of communicating with me in the way I finally feel I can communicate with you. I regret not loving you sooner.
I think we’ll make incredible friends one day.
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”Lao Tzu